Surrender

Sometimes I feel
the world I live in,
gives number of pains
but nothing to heal...

Sometimes I feel
am I really living my life,
or just being alive
like its some kind of deal...

Sometimes I know
what is supposed to happen,
but sometimes im clueless
and just go with the flow...

Sometimes I know
how to hide my emotions,
then it gets out of control
and my feelings then show...

Sometimes I wonder
why does it happen,
when I want something
it turns out to be a blunder...

Sometimes I wonder
if I can turn back the time,
when I realize I can't
to life, I surrender...