Its not a confusion,
And not just anxiety..
Its a weird feeling,
One of its variety..
Its hard to figure out,
And its hard to decide..
If I am doing the right thing,
If I am walking the right side..

For "Jack Daniels"

This one came out just as random..a few days back, my most lovable friend, pari tagged lot of us in this picture with an open contest to win a JD by giving weirdest answers to his ques "why did jack of hearts kill the king of hearts?".......
so here goes what my answer was to dat ques..

Jack and queen,
Were together when teen..
Then came the king,
To the queen with a ring..
For the matter of pride,
She took the new ride..
But after a period of time,
Her feelings she couldn't hide..
Coz even though her lover was a jack,
He had more than just a jack..
It was jack of all the jacks,
And the queen wanted that back..
So against the king, they both conspired,
From the game of his own life, the king got fired..
Its not just a love story, my dear friend,
Everything wins but love, in the end..

Blues

Sadness is now creeping over me,
And I just can’t find an escape through..
I wish I could break free,
From this feeling that is so blue..

I want to have myself back,
The way I used to be..
But when I look at myself every time,
It’s a different person that I see..

At times I feel my heart,
Like a stone, like so cold..
Not even an inch of emotions,
No pain, no love that it could hold..

Surrender

Sometimes I feel
the world I live in,
gives number of pains
but nothing to heal...

Sometimes I feel
am I really living my life,
or just being alive
like its some kind of deal...

Sometimes I know
what is supposed to happen,
but sometimes im clueless
and just go with the flow...

Sometimes I know
how to hide my emotions,
then it gets out of control
and my feelings then show...

Sometimes I wonder
why does it happen,
when I want something
it turns out to be a blunder...

Sometimes I wonder
if I can turn back the time,
when I realize I can't
to life, I surrender...

Just a thought

Beware of the people you think you trust..

Itni himmat nahi hai mujhme
ki apne ehsaaso ko zubaan se bayaan karu..
shukraguzaar hoon in lafzo ki
jo meri baato ko samjhte hain...

Yaadein

yu hi nahi beet gaye ye lamhe aise hi
in lamho mein kuch yaadein chupi hai

yaadein, jo kuch nahi kehti
anjaane hi sab kuch keh jaati hai

jo waqt saath guzara hai humne
un haseen lamho ki yaadein

aur jo waqt saath nahi paya
ye hai un khwaabo ki yaadein

dooriyaan kitni hi kyun na ho
par faasle kabhi na honge

aur ye dooriyaan bhi simat jayengi
in yaado ki yaad se....

Dream on

Every morning I wake up
I wake up to a new sky
Every ray of sunlight
Reminds me the vision of my life

I am sailing in the boat
I decide which direction
And the speed of my journey
but I don't believe in fiction

I know I'm confident
And I know I will achieve
Coz I believe in myself
My path I myself weave

Every time I see a bird
I see it's wings that fly
Then I realize....
My dreams are so high
I dont need wings to fly.....

Faith

You wanted to go

and I let you go away

I cried in the pain

but just couldn't say

so now i close my eyes

and i just don't care

because I know when I open them

you would be with me right here

Far Away

I want to go to a place
which no one else can trace
where there are no emotions
no feelings, no love, no pains
because I am sick of this world
with beautiful faces but ugly heart
a place miles away from all
where I can make this end a new start.

I miss you

And yet again I die
I die every second of my life
Since the day you left
Its been like this all the while

I hate when you ignore
And treat me like a stranger
I cry, I cry and I cry
My heart, then bursts out with anger

I wish you could ever understand
How it feels to miss someone so much
But just because you have someone by your side
You have those emotions and that touch

Have you ever thought of what I go through
How I live this life without you
Even though I pretend to be happy
That's not what is true

How do I stop loving you
Is the question I wish I knew
My heart, my soul, my life
Baby I still belong to you....